last night, Jan. 24,2011 was an epic night for us, as the pack of warriors dominated the dance floor.... tears of both frustration and thanks giving dropped in the eyes of each individual on the dance floor...

what really happened last night?.. hahahah... after that STUPID intro, now it's my time to tell you what....

yesterday was the Animolympics Cheering competition....

and at this time yesterday, we are all on the stage cheering our hearts out as the announcement was just given that our squad won... how fun was that?... yet another win for me,... hahahah

the whole squad was all on tears thanking God for the win that He gave us, as sweat went dripping out from our hot greek warrior like costume and make up...

but it did not bother us, the sound of victory was more fulfilling to us....

..however, wrapping it all, it was no big deal for me after all.. I mean, yes I'm happy that we won, and I'm so thankful for it... very very thankful... another prof that God never leaves us alone....

but really, if the red squad won, I think it would fringe A BIT, but not that bad,... even that time that we were announced as winners, it felt like normal to me,.. however I know that it matters most to the fourth years, so I'm happy for them....but then again, I don't know why I feel like this, but I have two theories for it.... one, I was too passive in this competition, that is did not exert much efforts that it was just fine if ever we lose.... or two, I am still a freshmen that I still can't feel the pressure of having a comeback, or retaining a title.. it suddenly reminds me of our 4th year in HS that all of these things were so applicable in my place, we won that cheerdance competition and the feeling was sooooooo100x sweet.. sweet because first, I had all efforts on it that I really wanna win because I was the Governor of the batch and I want the batch to taste victory, second, because we were defending a title for winning the cheerdance competition back when we were juniors, and third because we were graduating pips that we wanna win because it's our last year to try to do so......

I really don't know why I feel like this on my first college cheer competition....but I hope you as the reader understand me for what I am trying to convey out here.....

well on the first part was passive, from the time the results were announced till 12:00 in the evening that I was about to head home already....

it was just when I was sitting on the car while my father was driving me home that the beat of "ARTIANS BEAT THEM, GO BLEED GREEN!" went running over and over in my mind that I felt the happiness of winning and I just can't get over it and I want everyone to know that we won.... ahhahahah...

but despite of all these silent blankness of emotions, I was drowned with the happiness that all my squadmates came projecting around that my outer emotion is also happy...

I was happy for that win really...and happy for the higher class men for the win and the comeback that they really want....

and yet another remarkable thing with that night was I was able to hug manong KLIFTON from the red squad... and he was one of the first few that I hugged (he gave my that hug to congratulate our college, and I gave him that hug to tell him that his college made a good job..ahhahah) and I am definitely sure that someone would want it so bad to be in my place to hug him... hahahahah (evil me)....

and yet another remarkable thing... I was able to hug cutie Jasper... ahahhahah (HDme?... LOL.. nah, just a fan.).... not just hug, but also I was able to give him a kiss on the cheek.. ahhahahah I was such a fan girl.... well that kiss for me made me feel he was my older brother.. and I like it... his words of "kiss anay bi" kept ringing on my mind..so brotherly....LOL..... kuya jasper?? LOL.. weee...

now as I am writing this RANDOM blog entry that I don't even know if you understood a single thing I am talking about here,... it made me think,.... awwwww I will so miss the squad..... I will so miss most esp. manong MIKEL and his gang (monong armad, manang saphire & manang norma)... all the small talks we always have..I'll be missing my fave. random loveteam, LOR-MA (Lorenz-Norma).... I'll be missing them and the whole squad for a year I think still I'll be proud to be called ARTIANS Batch 2011.... 'cause I am planning not to dance next year.... hahahah... have to make priorities, we will be having our next recital on 2012 so priority is on MMB.... and definitely, I'll be playing football on sportsfest 2012.... I so envy the players today... I really wanna play again.... ahahhahah...

so I" think I have to cut this non sense I am talking about in this blog entry...'cause I think I'm just typing and typing and typing without making any attempts to organize my thoughts... hahahah what a waste of time... LOL... it doesn't matter anyway.. at least I took time to waste my time here... ahhahaha... so... hmmmm.... goodnight??? ahahhahah