[I am the best OPTION]
despite this busy schedule and overflowing deadlines, I would want to take this 15mins of my time to blog... 
well here I am again my dear blog.... trying to talk to my self about things that came crashing to my world.... ahahhaha
exactly 3 days from now was the University General Election..... it was a fun campaign period... but I can't forget the night that tears kept flowing down the eyes of our other party mates the moment the elected officers were announced....
I did not win, most of us didn't, but I did not feel bad, nor did I cry.... actually I was happy...happy to know that manong mikel made it and so as my other partymates... and I so love the idea of him having the chance to serve his batchmates....
In my case.... I was fine... but I was not comfortable with the thought of leaving my batchmates to the hands of my opponent,,, I saw her work as the mayor of her class, and I did not like it.... she was not very consistent to fulfilling her job really.... however, I don't wanna kill her softly with all my comments about her fulfilling her duties.... instead I'll just trust her.... trust her that she would do it good this time... anyway God trusted the whole batch to her, and so should I....
on the other hand, I was thinking, why did God gave me this destiny? I know God has better plans for me.....and 3 things came to mind. ...
1st, I think I came overboard and a bit "panatag" that I would win... think I lost a bit of grip on my faith.... lesson learned.... however, I kept praying to God that he would let the worthy ones  sit to office thinking and believing that I AM THE WORTHY one.... but we just can't tell, I may be worthy, but God gives chances to others as well... and besides.. it's healthy to have first times.... think you know what I mean.... =)
2nd, think God wants me to concentrate on my BALLET for the mean time.... I mean.... 12 months from now would be our next recital....I think God would want me to concentrate more on my dancing.... maybe there's this great role waiting for me.... ahahhaah 
3rd,  it maybe God want me to be a part of the Executive Office and not in the council.... I mean.... every time I am praying, I kept telling him that if I won't win, I'll apply for HRD,... ahahahha 
any of these three things is applicable, one thing is for sure.... He does not want me to be a Batch Representative....maybe my worth is more than that,.....
more over, everything  that has been happening to my life I don't blame the Lord for it, instead I thank him for bringing me here.... I thank him for the family that I knew for the past two weeks of campaign.... I thank him for those random friends I would usually smile upon everytime I walk through the corridor... I thank him for the friends who showed support, esp the ones I thought would never trust me....
who would ever know you would gain friends for that small period of time.... friends who at the end of the day would come to you and say, "ahai... ikaw gd to blah gn vote ko", or "mas worthy ka blah", or "cge lng, 1vote lng to it means indi ka basta basta", or "1 VOTE LANG!!!", or "nugun bah", or "Ikaw gd to dapat ya, kabalo ko mag lantaw kn cnuh ang dapat kag indi", or "next year, dapat ikaw nagd", or "sorry gd, kulang pa gruh gn bulig ko cmuh" ... and the best part is,.... friends that would tell you.... 
"IKAW MAN GYAPUN DAOG SA HEART KO"
... see... who's the winner now.... I say it's me.... 
....THANK YOU GOD....
p.s. still under the dilemma whether to apply for HRD or stay in the council.... hmmmmm