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Monday, January 23, 2012 @ 3:40 AM
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[I Remember]
It was the CAS council's pep rally earlier.... and I came there for support. I stayed at school until eventually I watched the artians cheer practice....
So I sat the Coliseum green chairs and waited for them to start,..... The drums started to play and here comes the dancers,......
woooooowh!...
I go like crying at sight of the dancers.... I mean the dance was not that pretty to be well apreciated, though I can say it was GREAT routine and it would look the BEST if they're all in costume..... what made me cry and feel really really really really bad is the feeling of missing dancing specifically CHEER dancing......
I mean I feel really saddened..... I wanna cheer again.... that's what all in my mind was,.....
But then the thought of practicing made me think again..... Yes dancing is fun, but practicing is not..... Not only does it feel tiresome but the feeling of not being happy after every practice, [like what I usually feel last year when I joined them].... I mean I just don't like the kind of pressure they impose on dancers..... And the kind of attitude people in there has....
But to think again.... does it even matter?..... as long as you do the things you want to do???..... well I guess for me it does matter...... the kind of atmosphere you have matters big deal......
but I think again... maybe it's just the conditioning of one’s mind..... it's up to you if you will feel happy or not...... well I don't know....
now I'm really confused..... Should I join again next year???? or is it really the end of my CHEER life......
yet again.... one thing is for sure..... I miss CHEER and I wanna do it again.... even for the last time.......
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