so before i finally spazz out over BAP's comeback stage and relieve this heavy feeling I have... allow me... to randomly talk about it.....
mindfucked..... yes I'm in that state right now.... it's that moment in your life when you just have lots to do and they keep on swarming in your head..... facepalm.... this is so killing me....
so firstly. I'm so paranoid about this BILIB AWARDS thingie.... that I just realized how looking over the whole team's progress is even tiresome than doing tasks yourself... sorry if I'm paranoid or sumthing.... but I think it's better for me to feel this way than being lax on it.... [sucks for them grabe koo mang pressure]..... I really want this bilib to be a DAEBAK one..... gosh and I even said in the beginning that I'll just be smiling my way through bilib..... but I just can't.. I worry to much.... I have to....
second.. our devcomm project is so coming to it's complicated stage where we are supposed to produce the final output already.... gosh.... still have this paper to pass on tuesday.... T_T
third, my ENVIJOURN forum that I just can't decipher how to make it work.. gosh!
fourth, Research!!! I don;t wanna do it!!! TT_TT......
and still lots of other stuff......
honestly.,... I'm worn out already just thinking about them... T_T [cries a river]......
but I have to calm down and tell myself "everything is gonna be as planned".... and I'm not the one who is supposed to feel this way.... so... forget it!!! hahahah
right now I'm having another round of my IU treatment... since it's only her that my thoughts get straight......
FIGHTING SELF!!!!
BAP comeback stage next!!! =)